| | I suppose one of the more noticeable habits I hold true to myself, regardless of whatever influences society provides me in the earnest attempt to better develop my character into something more acceptable by the masses, is that of my insatiable desire to fulfill the "normal" schedule I hold on a daily basis; that is, once I figure out a routine I follow regularly regarding what happens at what hour, I begin to seem almost OCD in the manner of how closely I attempt to follow it.
This of course is thrown off balance on a regular basis, perhaps majorly due to my Voice Acting hobby/career; between new audition threads popping up, ever-nearing deadlines for already slated projects, and my own personal divine sense of procrastination towards all things in general concerning life, very rarely do I find myself in a happy medium that stays consistent. The term "happy" is used exclusively here, as I am perhaps more content with my life than anyone else I know of, including the people who may come across this entry and think to themselves, "bullocks, he has no idea how good my life is, how conceited of him!". No, my friend, I am quite sure it is a pleasurable life I lead, I only wish you were around to bask in it and take some of the benefits for your own.
Understandably, this has also led to the rousing success regarding Xanga updates; that success, of course, is in the goal of consistently failing to do so regularly. Perhaps this is simply because of my approach towards how to gain attention and response from others, as rather than garner minor reactions to my often fruitless attempts to display unnecessary exaggerations of knowledge and word utilization I prefer instead to pursue my voice acting and let the results speak for themselves. More often than not, the resulting additions to my MSN and Skype list provide more hours of conversation and lifelong bonding than the substitute for verbal excrement I expound upon this page on the rare occasion that I am moved to come back to it.
Is it because I'm attempting to escape any discernible trace of my young teenage self, the recluse that relied on internet games and fame in order to give himself a reason to have pride? Your guess is as good as mine. At the same time, however, it is these internet relationships, the communications not withheld because of race, age, or looks withal, that I hold dearest to my ideals; I in fact purchased a copy of Metal Gear Solid 2 for one of my more prominent friends from MSN as a "thank you" for the many accounts of boredom he had delayed or erased through his participation.
If you couldn't tell by now, this is very much one of those "boredom results" you see here, generated only by my notice of a new comment being left on the last one (my thanks go to whoever was that lucky prodder). Should there be yet another gap between this post and the next, assume it was not because of a lack of interest here but instead a more prominent interest in finding out the results of this $400 audition competition.
For more info on that, though, I leave the prodding up to you. In the meantime, I'll be seeing how many more millions I acquired from outside-country lotteries I never remember entering. AOL never lies, right?....Right?
MSN/Live Messenger: anime_sonicmega@hotmail.com
SKYPE: NGsonicmega
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